It is April 29, 2019 at 6am. I am talking to two of my family members. One of them is about to go to work. The other one is heating up food in the microwave and talking about work. I am sitting at my laptop with its cracked screen... working.

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This blog began as an effort to share a real live cancer experieince. I feel like that expereince is now over. I have the books, this blog, and my condition as the proof. I do not want to talk about cancer anymore. I am not going to. Everything I just mentioned is enough. I am not going to go on a book tour, press run, or do anything else. I am just going to live my life. I am just going to be a dad. I am going to release more books, but not centered around cancer. Before I let cancer go, I wanted to provide one last simple conceptualization in this post.
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Simply put, all humans are water. Water holds emotion that is efffected by our own consciousness. That has been proven by the work of Dr. Emoto. Through induced meditation with medical marijuana after I had surgery on my lung, I completed photosynthesis in my unconscious mind. I confronted, re-evaluated, and released the trauma that was associated with the psychosomatic symptoms in my unconscious mind. I got so high that I saw all of the trauma in my mind literally beginning from the moment I attempted to conceptualize a kaleidescope. I saw the first time I was yelled at, disciplined, fell off a bike, and everything else. 

I eventually built up the heart to release all of my collective suppressions by means of verbal and written self expression. The light from my awareness melted the ice / emotion that my heart was hiding and that my brain was afraid to view. Once my mind released that fear / emotion / water ... my light / truth was no longer afraid to be free. When I told the truth my dirty water / dirty emotion literally came out of my mouth, and I instantly began to heal. 

I have since learned how to intentionally put myself in situations where my consciousness is going to be positively effected, positively effecting my body, and continuously keeping my mind and body healthy. PTSD is the step down from cancer. You lose everything as a result of revealing the truth. Medical Marijuana makes you fractalize and fragment moments... intuitively giving you positive energy through the experience of feeling positive emotion... intuitively healing your body. It helps people concentrate on positive stimuli when going through trauma. Eventually the old and new positive stimuli overcomes the negative, the person moves through their trauma, and the person can be functional again. Again, my experience is an example of this. 

People are smart enough to do these correlations. This can be applied to everyone. I know 170 billion dollars were spent on the top 35 medications that were not medical marijuana in 2018. I know medical marijuana being the cure to cancer is terrible for business. At this point my question is, at what point do people come before money? 

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It is now 6:15 am. 

I am about to take Trell to school, go work out, and go take a nap. 

I am excited about the future. I feel grounded. I feel like I have found a purpose. 

Time to get to work. 

Peace. 

-Kyle <3