12/30/22

 

 

12/21/22

 

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12/1/22

It is December 1, 2022, at 9:34 am CST. It is 49 degrees, misty, and cloudy... here in the country...or canyon... in literally the most western part of San Antonio, TX. The chores are finished. This morning I have already given myself a shape up... and shaved. I got my hair cut about a month ago. Maybe I will tell the story about that another time. I am currently drinking some Cafe Caribe coffee, listening to rap music, and sitting on the couch with our four dogs. Our 4th puppy... Lucille Louise Kostic... aka "Mamas"... is now a new member of the family. She is a pit-bull boxer mix... just like Bagel. She looks like the female version of Bagel. Eventually I will write the full story on how she came into my life... and into our home.  I will also eventually have pictures of her. I currently do not have a cell phone. The story on that is... not having a cell phone... has actually accidentally improved the health of my hips, legs, and overall root chakra. So when I broke my old one... I never got a new one. Due to the weather being what it is... we have not gone on our morning walk. That is alright. We are all in very good shape, and the air is very fresh in the house.

We inside. 

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Last night the New Jersey Nets beat the Washington Wizards 113-107. While I have ultimately cancelled the NBA... I check in on Kyrie from time to time. While I have for now mentally cancelled Kyrie... my heart wants to make sure he remains physically healthy... so my mind can eventually accept him again... once he eventually uses his heart... to get his mind right... by cancelling the New Jersey Nets... and the ultimately the entire NBA. 

Last night he had 27 points, 5 assists, and 1 rebound. 

Cool.

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Even though I do not have a cell phone... I do have a computer. 

Recently... every time I log on to the computer... I hear the word cancelled. 

Cool.

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In my life... due to my esoteric life experiences... I have been forced to cancel... a lot of things. 

When I was a kid... I once put a butter knife into a toaster. 

After getting shocked... I cancelled that behavior. 

When I was a young man... I used to steal bicycles. 

After eventually feeling bad for doing bad... I cancelled that behavior.

When I was an adult... I used to eat meat. 

After learning that what I was doing was ultimately bad... and not good... I cancelled that behavior. 

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When it comes to the word cancel... we are ultimately stopping... doing something that we once thought was good... that we now know is bad. 

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I once thought it was a good idea to stick a butter knife into a toaster. 

I once thought it was a good idea to steal bicycles. 

I once thought it was a good idea to eat meat. 

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In my life... due to my esoteric life experiences... I have been forced to understand behavior. 

In my life... due to my esoteric life experiences... I have realized that there are only really 6 types of people.

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There are people that open their hearts... to use their minds... to unconsciously... do good. 

There are people that open their hearts... to use their minds... to unconsciously... do bad.

Those people are all unconscious

Those people can do both good and bad.

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There are people that have closed their hearts... and only use their minds... to consciously... do bad

There are people that have closed their hearts... and only use their minds... to consciously... tell other people... to open their hearts... to use their minds... to unconsciously... do bad... that seems like good. 

Those people are all subconscious.

Those people are examples... of how our minds... and the minds of others... can influence our hearts... to do something bad... that our hearts and minds... knows is bad. 

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There are people that have opened their hearts... to use their minds... to consciously... do good. 

There are people that have opened their hearts... to use their minds... to consciously... do bad.

Those people are all conscious.

Those people can do both good and bad. 

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The longer we live as people.... and the more esoteric experiences we have... we all can go from unconscious, subconscious, to conscious.

When we are unconscious... we ultimately know if our actions are good... after we feel the result of our action. 

When we are subconscious... we ultimately do not know if our actions are good... because we have not yet felt the result of our behavior. 

When we are conscious... we ultimately know what the feeling of the result of our behaviors will be... before we act. 

When I was a child... I ultimately figured out that the idea of sticking a butter knife into a toaster was bad... after feeling the result of my action. 

When I became a man... I ultimately figured out that the idea of stealing a bicycle as a young man was bad... after eventually understanding the result of my action. 

When I became an adult... I ultimately figured out that the eating meat will eventually make me sick... after understanding my feelings and the results of my past actions. 

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As we all grow... we all learn. 

We all then cancel behaviors that do not work... and change. 

If we do not cancel behaviors that we know do not work and do not change... we kill ourselves.

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I have personally cancelled Kyrie Irving... because he is consciously doing something with his mind... that his heart... ultimately knows is bad.

Playing basketball is good. 

Being an an NBA employee seemed good... but after having the esoteric experience... Kyrie Irving now knows that the absolute value of that experience... is bad. 

After using his heart to initially stand up for himself... he eventually closed his heart... and used his mind... to continue to play NBA basketball...which we now know... due to knowing the absolute value of his treatment and his past esoteric experiences...  is bad.

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Is all rap music bad?  

No.

Is the rap music industry bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who pay good hearted unconscious people... to rap about things that seem good... but are ultimately bad? 

Yes.

Is all education bad? 

No. 

Is the education system bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who teach good hearted unconscious people... facts that seem true... but are ultimately false? 

Yes.

Is all food bad? 

No.

Is the food industry bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who pay good hearted unconscious people... to accept some food that seems good... but is ultimately bad? 

Yes.

Is all currency bad? 

No.

Is the standard monetary system in this country bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who pay good hearted unconscious people... to make having money... make the system... look fair? 

Yes. 

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The number one killer of people is heart dis-ease. 

People die of heart disease... because they overuse use their hearts... continuously trying to convince their minds... to continue do what their heart knows is bad. 

Going forward... if we want to live... we are going to have to learn... through our esoteric experiences... and the esoteric experiences of others... that we all have to live from the heart. 

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I have learned that in life... that we are all given grace. 

If we unknowingly do bad during grace periods, we are all given chances to learn. 

I have also learned that in life... we are all given mercy. 

If we knowingly do bad while being given mercy, we are STILL given chances to change. 

I have ultimately learned that in life... that if people do not change after being given continuous opportunities for grace and mercy... god will ultimately take your body. 

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While the number one killer of people is heart dis-ease... the number one feeling for a person while alive... is the stimulation of the heart. 

In the future... less people will die of heart dis-ease... because they will not overuse their hearts... to continuously try to convince their minds... to continue to do what their hearts... knows is bad. 

Going forward... we will know... because of the esoteric experiences of others... that living from the heart... will actually give us more life. 

Everlasting life?

Y... not?

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It is now 12:24 pm CST and 51 degrees... here is San Antonio, TX. Since I have cancelled a lot... because I had the heart... to use my mind... to stop doing lots things that seemed good... that were ultimately bad... I have earned myself... lots of free time. I can now do lots of things that are really, really, good for my heart... the heart of others... and the Earth... or heart... of this thing... we are all living on top of. 

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TTYL. Peace.

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kyle <3

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8/13/22

 

8/12/22

 

8/11/22

It is Thursday, August 11, 2022... at 4:46 pm. Today the Houston Astros beat the Texas Rangers 7-3. I am sitting at the kitchen table... listening to the album Thank Me Later... by the artist Drake. My 3 puppies Bagel, Roni, and Cheese are asleep on the couch... still resting after their workouts this morning. It is 257 degrees outside here in San Antonio, TX. I just took a shot of Jim Beam Kentucky Straight Bourbon. I am sipping on a water. I exercised this morning, the chores are complete, and I am still full from the big lunch that I ate this afternoon. Life is Good. 

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Tatiana is doing really good. She is currently in LA. She went from being a student, to performer, to teacher... at the Debbie Allen Dance Academy... one of the most prestigious dance schools in the world. 

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It is really Thursday, August 11, 2022. We are really in the dog days of summer. 

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The summer fun pictures on social media are slowing down. 

The memes are getting repetitive. 

The alerts, scrolls, and likes have become underwhelming. 

People are getting bored. 

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I haven't really "written" on this blog in a while. While I have talked lightly about certain topics... I haven't really opened my heart... and fully expressed myself in this space in quite some time. 

I feel like right now is a good time.

I feel like right now it is needed. 

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It is really Thursday, August 11, 2022. 

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I feel like in 2022...

Teachers do not want to go back to work... to teach kids what kids in 2022 do not need to learn. 

Students do not want to go back to school... to be taught what they do not need to be taught in 2022.

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As of today... President Joe Biden has had coronavirus twice. 

As of today... Health is still an elective in most schools. 

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Was Michael Jordan as healthy as he could have been... if he went bald in his 20's?

Should a 10 year old ever need glasses? 

What would make a once dark beard... turn gray? 

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As a child growing up... even though I was gifted... I did not like school. Intuitively... I felt like I did not need to learn what I was being taught. The only reason I went to school was because I had to go to school in order to play sports. I learned enough about gambling by the age of 12 to know how to earn and flip money while playing games and making calculated risks while in the streets. When I got older, I always knew that eventually I would be able to use those skills inside of casinos. The only reason I went to school was to attempt to eventually make money by playing sports. 

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As an adult... I have learned a lot about health. 

As an adult... I am still trying to figure out why I had to learn so much about health... as an adult. 

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In the year 2022... children who know about chakras... know that Michael Jordan began to suppress crown chakra emotions in his 20's... causing him to go bald.

In the year 2022... children who know about chakras... know that 10-year old children should never need glasses... because they should still be developing their intuition, imagination, wisdom... and Third Eye Chakras. 

In the year 2022... children who know about chakras... know that men who have gray beards... have hair growing through leaking glue from old dental procedures... due to old throat chakra suppressions. 

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I feel like in the future...

Teachers will not want to go to work... to be told by kids... what they as teachers... need to know. 

Students will want to go to school... to tell teachers... what they as teachers... need to know. 

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I feel like eventually... Joe Biden is eventually going to need to really focus on his own health. 

I feel like eventually... Health will not be an elective in any schools. 

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It is really Thursday, August 11, 2022. 

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The puppies are now awake. It is now 6:58 pm. It felt good writing on my blog today. I feel like what I wrote is enough for now. The puppies just finished going to the bathroom and eating their snack. They usually go for their second walk of the day around this time... but right now it is raining outside. Maybe I will have them do yoga inside tonight. Maybe later we will watch Scooby-Doo. Maybe later we will listen to music and dance. We have options. We have time. We will see. 

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Tomorrow is really going to be Friday, August 12, 2022. 

I am excited for tomorrow morning. 

I am exciting for the sunrise.  

I live in southwest San Antonio... on top of a canyon in the country... one exit away from a no name town. 

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The peace is never boring.

The fresh air, sounds of nature, and beautiful views... are never underwhelming. 

The feeling of peace never gets repetitive. 

I am glad that I slowed down. 

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Talk to you soon. 

Peace.

-kyle 

8/1/22

 

7/19/22

 

glue

I am thinking about glue... that is intentionally injected into a variety of genetically modified animals... that is never digested by those animals... that become tumors inside of animals... before those animals become food... being constantly unconsciously eaten by humans... as food. I am thinking about how as long as humans eat meat... the constant accumulation of glue and tumors that were not digested by their genetically modified food... over a lifetime... will accumulate, stick to, and not be digested inside of themselves... resulting in tumors... inside of their human bodies.

I am thinking about glue that is intentionally injected into very specific areas of a variety of genetically modified animals... that intentionally causes deformities in those animals... that when eaten as food... cause very specific deformities in humans.

I am thinking about why Health was a second semester 7th period elective in High School... and not the foundation of my education from Kindergarten.

I am thinking about people who died too early... because they ate too much bad meat... that their bodies were never able to fully digest... which over a lifetime... accumulated inside of their bodies... became tumors... that pierced organs... and caused them to bleed to death... from the inside out.

I am thinking about constantly being served genetically modified chicken turnovers, cham sandwiches, and cheese burgers at lunch during my entire K-12 tenure.

I am thinking about grey hair... being hair... that has grown through white glue.

I am thinking about men with bald heads... having glue stick to their crown chakras... causing crown chakra hair plugs to close.

I am thinking about glue being intentionally being put into hairspray, hair gel, and hair grease.

I am thinking about melting glue. 

Meat/Meet

I am thinking about how converting to a plant based diet has decreased the density and mass of the emotion inside of my body.

I am thinking about how converting to a plant based diet has increased the fluidity, flexibility, and functionality of the emotion inside of my body.

I am thinking about how converting to a plant based diet has prevented my body from having to digest the suppressed emotion of distressed dying animals that have a consciousness... that experience joy, thoughts, and feelings... but were groomed with the intention of being slaughtered... instead of being groomed with the intention of being loved.

I am thinking about how converting to a plant based diet has helped my mind develop more focus, patience, and clarity.

I am thinking about how converting to a plant based diet has caused me to learn about plant based meat alternatives... all of which taste delicious, are fulfilling, and are healthy.

I am thinking about how I once thought I would lose something if I would stop eating meat. 

4/27/22

I am thinking about workers in a capitalistic economic system... who get paid the same amount of money every single day for their work... that as consumers pay different amounts of money every single day... for strawberries, spinach, and other foods... that never change... and that are essential for the survival of their families... every single day. 

I am thinking about workers in a social economic system... who get paid the same amount of currency every single day for their work... that as consumers pay the same amount of money every single day... for strawberries, spinach, and other foods... that never change... and that are essential for the survival of their families... every single day. 

I am thinking about workers who get paid in the US Dollar... who get paid the same amount of money every single day for their work... that as consumers pay different amounts of money every single day... for strawberries, spinach, and other foods... that never change... and that are essential for the survival of their families... every single day.

I am thinking about workers who get paid in cryptocurrency... who get paid the same amount of Ethereum every single day for their work... that as consumers pay the same amount of ethereum every single day... for strawberries, spinach, and other foods... that never change... and that are essential for the survival of their families... every single day. 

I am thinking about how being paid for work in the US Dollar... is never fair... due to constant inflation and tax. 

I am thinking about how being paid for work in Ethereum... is always fair... due to no inflation or tax.

I am thinking about how a strawberry is always a strawberry... so the price for one should never change.

I am thinking about living in a social economic system... where consumers only use Ethereum as currency... can always buy a strawberry... and anything else that never changes... that is essential for life... at prices that never... ever... change. 

I thinking about fairness. 

2/22/22