It is April 29, 2019 at 6am. I am talking to two of my family members. One of them is about to go to work. The other one is heating up food in the microwave and talking about work. I am sitting at my laptop with its cracked screen... working.

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This blog began as an effort to share a real live cancer experieince. I feel like that expereince is now over. I have the books, this blog, and my condition as the proof. I do not want to talk about cancer anymore. I am not going to. Everything I just mentioned is enough. I am not going to go on a book tour, press run, or do anything else. I am just going to live my life. I am just going to be a dad. I am going to release more books, but not centered around cancer. Before I let cancer go, I wanted to provide one last simple conceptualization in this post.
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Simply put, all humans are water. Water holds emotion that is efffected by our own consciousness. That has been proven by the work of Dr. Emoto. Through induced meditation with medical marijuana after I had surgery on my lung, I completed photosynthesis in my unconscious mind. I confronted, re-evaluated, and released the trauma that was associated with the psychosomatic symptoms in my unconscious mind. I got so high that I saw all of the trauma in my mind literally beginning from the moment I attempted to conceptualize a kaleidescope. I saw the first time I was yelled at, disciplined, fell off a bike, and everything else. 

I eventually built up the heart to release all of my collective suppressions by means of verbal and written self expression. The light from my awareness melted the ice / emotion that my heart was hiding and that my brain was afraid to view. Once my mind released that fear / emotion / water ... my light / truth was no longer afraid to be free. When I told the truth my dirty water / dirty emotion literally came out of my mouth, and I instantly began to heal. 

I have since learned how to intentionally put myself in situations where my consciousness is going to be positively effected, positively effecting my body, and continuously keeping my mind and body healthy. PTSD is the step down from cancer. You lose everything as a result of revealing the truth. Medical Marijuana makes you fractalize and fragment moments... intuitively giving you positive energy through the experience of feeling positive emotion... intuitively healing your body. It helps people concentrate on positive stimuli when going through trauma. Eventually the old and new positive stimuli overcomes the negative, the person moves through their trauma, and the person can be functional again. Again, my experience is an example of this. 

People are smart enough to do these correlations. This can be applied to everyone. I know 170 billion dollars were spent on the top 35 medications that were not medical marijuana in 2018. I know medical marijuana being the cure to cancer is terrible for business. At this point my question is, at what point do people come before money? 

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It is now 6:15 am. 

I am about to take Trell to school, go work out, and go take a nap. 

I am excited about the future. I feel grounded. I feel like I have found a purpose. 

Time to get to work. 

Peace. 

-Kyle <3

It is Saturday, April 27, 2019 at 10:17am. I am sitting at the kitchen table. I just got back from my morning walk and eating breakfast at Burger King. It is very quiet in the house. I have my headphones on, but I don't have any music on. I can hear myself typing. Everyone else in the house other than me is sleeping.

My laptop screen is really messed up. I can barely see the bottom right hand corner. Even though my laptop is going to fade to black and die at any moment, it has been worth every penny. I got really good use out of it. I finshed my last 2 books using the least expensive laptop that Walmart had available. I am proud of that.

I deleted my Facebook account today. I just couldn't look at Facebook, what it has become, and what it has made people become anymore. I am no exception to that. Facebook definitely had and still has value for some. I just had to stop using it. While I did get value out of using Facebook before, it is no longer bringing value to my life today.

I just started using social medial less than 4 years ago. I quickly realized a lot of things get missed in between the lines on social media platforms. While Facebook began as a place for sharing, it has become a place of judgement. I have decided that continoulsy exposing myself to the constant judgement of others has no longer become healthy or beneficial for me. Instead of using Facebook as a platform for my work, voice, and causes... I am going to continue to use this blog, my Instagram, and my in person interactions as platforms for my work, voice, and causes instead.

It is now 10:47am.

It is windy outside, but the sun is definitely out.

I am going to go walk up to my sons house, and hang out with everyone up there until it is time for my daughters game.

Peace.

-Kyle

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edit: 4/11/19

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Fundraiser update:

It is now April 11, 2019. I published the book, "The DEATH OF a CANCER patient" on March 31, 2018. I went from a terminal cancer patient in 2016 to being in the best shape of my life today. My entire story was documented on this blog, on my Instagram https://www.instagram.com/kylekostic , and in my books Part I and Part ii . The intention of this campaign is to get attention. I want to use this money to spread this information. In order to spread information in this world, you need attention. In order to gain attention, you need to earn money. Once I receive the attention that I seek, it is my intention to have the method that I used to heal from a terminal cancer diagnosis implemented on every other cancer patient in the entire world. My books are the conceptualization, articulation, and implimentation of that method. My current physical conditon is the proof that the method in my books works. With that being said, I am keeping the orignally requested amount of money the same. I initially received $21,060. That helped me through some very rough times. I am exteremely grateful for every donation. My intention of writing these books was to give back. I was given a journal at my Hoops for Hope cancer Event in September of 2015. These books are result. This is the cure to cancer. Believe in me. Invest in me. I have the purest of intentions. I have had everything in the world that money can buy. My experience has taught me that health is wealth. I now want to provide that wealth to the world. It is April, 11, 2019. The time is now. This is the cure to cancer. Believe in me.

https://www.gofundme.com/kylekostic

Love, Kyle James Kostic

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