It is Saturday, February 23, 2019, at 4:34pm
I am in Tristan's room sitting up against the wall typing on my laptop.
It is really quiet in here.
The screen crack on the right side of my laptop is starting to get really big.
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On this day two years ago I intuitively left everything I had ever known, embarking on a never looking back adventure of a lifetime. My intent on that journey was to show my children as much of this country as I could, embed them with as much wisdom as I could, and have as much fun with them as I could along the way before I died.
Despite being given a literal grave prognosis, I didn't wholeheartedly believe that I was going to die.
With that being said, my circumstances left me extremely afraid.
I was afraid that I was going to miss certain moments in the lives of my children. I was afraid that my children were going to miss me in those moments. I was afraid that people that I loved but was not completely honest with throughout my life were eventually going to hear my truth from others after I passed away. I did not want any of those things to happen.
Ironically it was facing those fears. speaking my truth, and literally submitting to my untimely death that kept me alive.
After making a full recovery, I am now back home. I am now unafraid of missing anything. I am now really healthy.
I don't really have much else to say about cancer.
As I sit here in this bed and look back at my cancer experience, all I can do is smile. I have no other choice. I cannot sit here and dwell on all of the negative things that have happened in the past as a result of me being honest. Everyone that was affected by my truth has moved on. I endured my karma. All of those cycles have concluded. Today is a new day.
Today I have a lot to be happy about. I am happy that I am not in any pain. I am happy that I am laying in a bed in a room with a door that I can close. I am happy that I had the privilege of cooking and eating bacon and eggs this morning. I am happy that I was able to play full court basketball at LA Fitness this morning. I am happy with my relationships. I am happy with the people I interact with. I am happy with the 3 hour nap I took today. I am happy that I discovered vortex math. I am happy with my walks. I am happy with my life's legacy. I am happy that I am not doing anything tonight. I am happy in my solitude. I am happy with my peace. I am happy.
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It is now 6:03pm. I am finished writing for now.
A lot of my time was spent daydreaming in between typing anyway.
I am going to walk to go get something to eat.
I said that out loud.
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-Kyle <3
I am in Tristan's room sitting up against the wall typing on my laptop.
It is really quiet in here.
The screen crack on the right side of my laptop is starting to get really big.
...
On this day two years ago I intuitively left everything I had ever known, embarking on a never looking back adventure of a lifetime. My intent on that journey was to show my children as much of this country as I could, embed them with as much wisdom as I could, and have as much fun with them as I could along the way before I died.
Despite being given a literal grave prognosis, I didn't wholeheartedly believe that I was going to die.
With that being said, my circumstances left me extremely afraid.
I was afraid that I was going to miss certain moments in the lives of my children. I was afraid that my children were going to miss me in those moments. I was afraid that people that I loved but was not completely honest with throughout my life were eventually going to hear my truth from others after I passed away. I did not want any of those things to happen.
Ironically it was facing those fears. speaking my truth, and literally submitting to my untimely death that kept me alive.
After making a full recovery, I am now back home. I am now unafraid of missing anything. I am now really healthy.
I don't really have much else to say about cancer.
As I sit here in this bed and look back at my cancer experience, all I can do is smile. I have no other choice. I cannot sit here and dwell on all of the negative things that have happened in the past as a result of me being honest. Everyone that was affected by my truth has moved on. I endured my karma. All of those cycles have concluded. Today is a new day.
Today I have a lot to be happy about. I am happy that I am not in any pain. I am happy that I am laying in a bed in a room with a door that I can close. I am happy that I had the privilege of cooking and eating bacon and eggs this morning. I am happy that I was able to play full court basketball at LA Fitness this morning. I am happy with my relationships. I am happy with the people I interact with. I am happy with the 3 hour nap I took today. I am happy that I discovered vortex math. I am happy with my walks. I am happy with my life's legacy. I am happy that I am not doing anything tonight. I am happy in my solitude. I am happy with my peace. I am happy.
...
It is now 6:03pm. I am finished writing for now.
A lot of my time was spent daydreaming in between typing anyway.
I am going to walk to go get something to eat.
I said that out loud.
...
-Kyle <3
Thank you for sharing... its hard for me to see what i AM happy for.. my brother 🙏
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