1/2/20

Today is Thursday, January 2, 2020... at 2:03 pm. I just finished cutting my son's hair. Last night the Los Angeles Lakers beat the Phoenix Suns 117-107. This morning I had another really good workout at the gym. I am still in really good shape. Everything and everyone around me is good. I am looking forward to many good things this new year. The future is going to be bright. Today is bright too. That is all I have for now. I will check back in soon. Peace.

-Kyle

11/25/19

-kyle

11/18/19

It is Monday, November 18, 2019, at 1:30pm. My son and I are watching Canton Charge highlights on YouTube. Last night the Los Angeles Lakers beat the Atlanta Hawks 122-101.

I just left the gym. I ran on the treadmill, lifted weights, and played three games of competitive one on one basketball with my very fit friend. I won the first two games. I let him win the third.
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I am still being intentionally ignored for living through, figuring out, and publishing the cure to cancer. Sometimes I don't know how to feel about that. Sometimes the intentional malice and ignorance of people who I once thought wanted to help myself and others hurts me. Sometimes knowing that people know what I know, know that it will help others, but won't stand up with me and won't speak up with me, hurts me too.

I know that there is nothing to worry about. I know that the world is eventually going to change. I know that more people are eventually going to stand up with me and speak up with me. I know that everything is eventually going to be ok for everyone. I know it. At this point I just need to remain patient, and keep sharing what I know.
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It is now Monday, November 18, 2019, at 4:03pm. My son just left. He makes me happy. I am about to go for a walk. I have come a long way since the first post of this blog. I will check back in soon.

Peace

-Kyle

It is Wednesday, October 16, 2019, at 11:27 pm. My son is having a baby in a few months. Basketball season is almost here. My birthday is coming up soon. I have a lot to look forward to.

Below is Chapter 7 of the upcoming audiobook that I co-authored entitled... "HIStory: The Life and Times of Bernie Durant." In this chapter, Mr. Durant explains in detail how he as a Quality Control Engineer working at Western Electric in the early 1960's overcame many trials and tribulations to become the first African American home owner in the history of the city of Allentown, PA. Mr. Durant was my friend, my mentor, and almost like my father. We were just about finished writing his autobiography before he passed away in 2014. Rather than me completing just his physical book, having an audiobook and hearing him tell his story seemed appropriate in this new digital age.

Full audiobook coming soon.

Enjoy 🖤

Chapter 7: House

It is Thursday, October 3rd, 2019.

Let me repeat that.

It is Thursday, October 3rd, 2019.

We are less than three months away from the year 2020.

That is actually kind of scary.

On May 31, 2018, I published the book "The DEATH OF a CANCER patient."

That book is the cure to all cancer.

That is actually kind of scary.

That was seventeen months ago.

To myself, there was never an issue of if the book was going to age well. Once I finished the book, I knew what I had. I knew that my book really was the cure to cancer. Once I realized that the book could literally be read and applied backwards to other people without me having to do anything but change certain sequences of the wording, I really knew what I had. That is what "the death of a cancer patient ii" is. When I finished writing part ii, I really knew that I had the cure to cancer.

My issue was always going to be acceptance. Generations of propaganda stigmatized marijuana. I knew that after figuring out the cure to all cancer included the once looked down upon but newly legal medical marijuana, getting people to accept that truth was going to be the real issue. For many years, the cure to all cancer sounded like something that was impossible. Convincing people that I figured out the impossible... in what would seem like an impossible way... seemed really impossible.

Seventeen months after publishing The DEATH OF a CANCER patient, the world is changing. The world is becoming more accepting of plants being medicine. It is slowly becoming very normal.

The world is also getting smarter. People are becoming more demanding. People are tired of giving to a system without receiving equal value. People are tired of paying for things that are more than they are worth. People are tired of being paid less than what they are worth.

People want the cure to cancer. People have invested enough of their hard earned money in an attempt to find a cure. People deserve a cure. As impossible as it once sounded, my books are the cure. I can no longer be afraid to say it. This blog chronicled my cancer journey since day 1. My books had to be the cure, and they really are.

Again, it is Thursday, October 3rd, 2019.

Again, that is actually kind of scary.

I have no idea what it going to happen next. My entire infrastructure is set up. My blog is thorough, my books are complete, and my body and mind are as healthy as can be. My books are in the hands of very well respected doctors, psychologists, and businesses around the world. Someone very important and very influential is eventually going to validate me, and the cure to cancer is eventually going to be accepted. My only question is when, and how. Will I get a phone call in 5 minutes that will change my life? Will I verbally explain the cure to cancer in front of doctors, psychologists, businesses, a really big crowd, cancer patients, and the media?

I am not sure what is going to happen. All I know that is something is going to eventually happen. I understand that all I have to do at this point is stay patient, poised, and purposeful.

It is now Thursday, October 3, 2019, at 10:47am. I am sitting in the lounge of a hostel in downtown New Orleans. They play really soulful music here for 24 hours. I am eating a ham, egg, and cheese 'crousandwich that I made from the open breakfast bar. I am drinking an orange juice and a coffee. My roommates are really nice. The room is really clean. I am about to go to a thrift shop down the street, get a smoothie, and go for a casual stroll in a quiet neighborhood. I am going to read my poetry at an open mic night tonight. Maybe my phone will finally ring, the phone call or email I have been waiting for will happen, and my life will finally change. Maybe it won't. All I know is that whatever happens next, I will be fully prepared for it.

Peace.

kyle j. kostic

It is September 15 , 2019 at 3:57 pm. The Patriots are beating the Dolphins 37-0. I didn't even know it was football season , let alone week 2. I have been really focused on work. 

I just got back from spending 10 days in Los Angeles. This trip gave me a breakthrough. The one I needed. I really needed to understand that nobody cares. Forget about me. Forget about you. Forget about cancer. People like you and me and with cancer that are reading this have places to sleep. Homeless people do not have places to sleep. I have social security, a gym membership, and my health. I have been homeless. While I am in Pennsylvania, I have a place to sleep. I am a California resident though , due to my medical needs. When I am in California, I am really homeless. I was really homeless for these last 10 days. I really slept outside of UCLA Health Center on Lincoln BLVD in Marina Del Rey. I really go to St Joseph's Homeless Center every day to get my mail. I really go to Bread and Roses to eat every day. I have checked in to those places over 300+ times in the last 3 years. I really walk until I get blisters on my feet. After I sit and pop the blisters, I get up and keep walking. I break my root chakra on purpose, and then let it heal. I walked an unthinkable amount of miles in the last 10 days. I needed to be around the worst of the worst, and away from people who need attention. While I was in LA, I intentionally went to the hood and sat in piss and garbage with Papi. Yes I am getting ignored for publishing 5 books, knowing the cure to cancer, blah blah blah... but this grown man is constantly being ignored for literally living in piss and garbage. Like, Mr. Hildago has a name, story, and a REAL need for attention. I don't really care about your Ferrari , your resume , what you are wearing, what you look like, or what you are financially worth. I am not giving it any of my attention. Mr. Hildago needs to be loved. He needs my attention. He and other homeless people need the attention of us all. Just by me giving him attention , he feels love. He doesn't even speak English , and I barely speak Spanish. He just sits and swats flies, and I just sit and smoke weed. My point is, my life is ok. Seeing how homeless people still live and remembering really being homeless for some time in LA gave me the breakthrough of perspective that I needed. I am no longer going to complain about not being heard about knowing the cure to cancer, even though cancer patients still need help. I am just going to continue living my life. The reception I received from drops and drips is making me smile right now like I haven't smiled in a while. People love the books. I have been writing for my entire life, and only have 5 books. I only release books that I feel are necessary. drops and drips are definitely necessary. This recent trip to LA solidified my position as an author. People really, really, really, love drops and drips. Then I pull the other 3 of my books out my bag, and things really get interesting. The staff at Bread and Roses are LMU graduate school volunteers, and they all feel sorry for me because they understand my conceptualization of the cure to cancer, see my books, see and hear me speak, understand systematic oppression, and understand that I am being ostracized by society because what I know shuts big pharma down. They are almost embarrassed to give me my food and pour my drink, because they know that I shouldn't be there. I have to be there though. I have to be an author that is seen being ignored by the system by young LMU students, social service workers, and people of society. When I went to get my EBT card, the service worker felt my pain. That was a down moment for me, even though I am better now. Being ignored for knowing the cure to cancer hurts. Having to get EBT, be homeless, and do all of this stuff is not fun. I am very tired. Even though I only got $14.00 of EBT a month, I was grateful for that. I used it all. With all of that being said, I am going to continue listening to what Jeremy tells me. Slow down. Keep living slow. I am going to do just that. I am going to keep things in perspective , and be grateful for my health. I am going to just hang out with my family for a while. I have done my due diligence as a cancer advocate. I am passed that. The people in power all know the cure. They are going to release it on their terms, if at all. The system will not be taken down alone by me. I am done with the fight. Maybe the LMU students and other people who have my work will be invigorated, inspired ,and energetic enough to continue that fight. My birthday is at the end of October. I have a grandchild on the way. My moms birthday is tomorrow. Shout out to my sister Devon, who's birthday is today. I am going to look forward to those things. And to all of those who are homeless, keep going. Eventually things are going to get better. More people who have an abundance of things are going to begin trading receiving for giving, vanity for truth , and money for value.

I don't care what time or date it is. I am going to get some food and spend time with my family. I love you. Peace. 

-Kyle 

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8/21/19

8/12/19

7/21/19

While I have been grateful for the opportunity to exhibit patience ... cancer patients everywhere are still dying every day. After my genuine , consistent , and continuous cries for help ... cancer patients are still not being given adequate and proper treatment. I have provided the answer for the cure to all cancer and lived it in front of everyone ... but am being intentionally ignored by the same people and same businesses that were once so close to me , so embedded in my life , and were once seemingly so willing to help me. I am thinking about what those peoples true intentions always were. I am thinking about how I am ready to continue to exhibit as much patience as necessary in order for my voice to be heard. I am thinking about how I am prepared to be continuously ignored. I am thinking about how I am going to remain optimistic about the cure to cancer finally being shared with the masses ... no matter how long it takes. I understand that the longer this plays out ... the less validity that the people and businesses that were once so close to me , so embedded in my life , and were once so seemingly willing to help me and my cause will have. Revisionist history will eventually reveal the truth about those evil people and those manipulative businesses ... and I am ok with that. The masses are eventually going to understand what I have been able to conceptualize both about cancer , and about business. In the meantime ... cancer patients ... real people ... are still dying ... daily ... because of money.

NASA

The word NASA is derived from the Hebrew word "Nawshaw" ... which means to lead astray , to delude , or to morally seduce. The red part of the NASA logo contains a serpents tongue ... because snakes are symbolic of deception. Look at my post above this one for a visual example. The founder of NASA was a Nazi named Werner Von Braun. On his tombstone is Psalms 19:1 ... which in the Bible states ... "The heavens declare the glory of GOD; and the Firmament sheath his handiwork." His tombstone is a confession that he was a liar. The Firmament ... as described in the Bible ... is the ice dome that all humans are incased in ... which separates the waters from the waters. That is why when you look into a lake , you see reflections of trees. If there was no dome , there would be no reflection. The sun is the sum of all colors ... or the sum of our auras mixed together. Broken down ... the word "AURA" ... the AU in the periodic table ... stands for GOLD. The RA in the word Aura stands for the Egyptian GOD that personified the sun. The sun is the collective consciousness , GOLD is the sum of the colors of our auras ... and the sum of the Earth's auras are the sum of the Earth's emotions mixed together. We are our auras , we are the sun , and our light is part of the collective consciousness. Global warming is global consciousness getting smarter. Water holds emotion that is effected by consciousness ... both inside and outside of the body. Water is emotion ... or energy in motion. Consciousness is light ... or information. Humans are water and light. Humans are emotion and information. The earth is water and light. The earth is emotion and information. If humans do not access their emotion with their light , that water turns into ice. If humans do access their emotion with their light , that ice melts. If people do these simple correlations they will understand that Global Warming is the macrocosmic being that we are living in accessing and melting it's own emotion with it's own light. Global Warming is a good thing. NASA is trying to stop global warming , because they are part of the deception. Harvard is trying to block the sun and put fake ice on Antarctica , because they and the entire education system are a part of the deception. There is an Antarctica Treaty stopping anyone from going there ... because government is part of the deception. The light that humans have and demand would melt the ice. Broken down ... the word "governmental" means ... "govern the mental." There is no space. Everything is connected and one thing. Everything is just multidimensional. There is more water on the outside of the dome. The sun and moon are both incased inside of the dome. The moon is a piece of ice that is damaged. The moon is cancer. There is also a black sun that is rising. That symbol used to be represented worldwide by the swastika ... but was intentionally inverted by the Nazi's. The swastika is the Big Dipper constellation. The Big Dipper revolves around the star Polaris or North Star. The North Star is the brightest star in the sky , and the only star that does not move. The North Star is the source of energy for the macrocosmic being that we are living in. In the Bible , there was a really big flood. Global Warming is eventually going to cause another flood on Earth ... which is really going to be a big emotional release. It has all already been written. We are living in purgatory , in a net , and there is a plan (plan - net). We are living in Dante's Divine Comedy. This has all been a joke. The joke is about to be over for the real people who have real souls. There are a number of people on Earth who are simply not real ... but are here to test our moral compasses. Doomsday 2012 started a 7 year purging process , that is due to end during this Winter Solstice ... on 12/21/19. In 2020 ... the collective consciousness is going to break the ice wall and the world is going to go back to homeostasis. The living souls on Earth are not going to die.The 144,000 living souls needed to experience purgatory and time before experiencing bliss and forever. We are almost there. We were all always here for a reason. There is nothing to be afraid of. There never was. I have astral projected , left my body , and have been just my light. It was bliss. It was actually funny. Global Warming is a great thing. It is giving us information and making us smarter every day. It is melting away lies , and revealing truth. Let it burn.

7/10/19

7/8/19