3/27/23

It is Monday, March 27, 2023... at 1:42 pm. I am relaxing in bed, sitting in silence, and reading the internet on my smartphone. I already went for a walk, exercised, and rode my bike today. I will probably do more later. 

Below is a video. 

I was using my corazon.

<3

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Yesterday in a Euro 2024 men's qualifying soccer match... Kazakhstan beat Denmark... 3-2. 

Ok.

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In the year 1980... the movie Caddyshack was released. During a scene in the movie... the character played by Chevy Chase... was giving a woman a back massage. While giving her the massage... he said to her... "This is good for your Heart Chakra."

Ok.

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I have talked a lot about chakras before on this blog. Chakras are energy centers located in every human body. Massaging the area around a chakra releases stagnated emotion from the body... while simultaneously activating the energy in that area. Massaging the area around the heart chakra would have released stagnated energy and emotion related to the recipients peace, love, and joy...  while simultaneously activating the core energy of the heart... and letting new refreshed energy and emotion related to peace, love, and joy... in. Activating the energy of a chakra... releasing stagnated energy and emotion related to it... and replacing it with new energy and emotion... is how people stay healthy.  

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Even though the movie Caddyshack came out in the year 1980... I did not see the movie until the year 2020. When I heard the line about chakras in the movie... I was shocked. Learning about chakras saved my life... after almost dying of cancer. Learning about chakras turned my disease... into ease. Releasing the suppressed and stagnated emotion that correlated with my heart chakra allowed me to be at ease... helped me feel more peace, love, and joy... and allowed me to receive more breath.

Heart Disease is the leading cause of death for people in the United States every year. Every year people do not release the stagnated energy and emotion related to the peace, love, and joy that is on their hearts. Accumulated suppressed emotion eventually deactivates the core energy of the heart... preventing new refreshed energy and emotion related to peace, love, and joy into the heart... causing heart disease... and... death. 

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The general public has had at home internet availability since the late 1990's. In the year 2023, at home broadband internet is faster than ever. In relation to smartphones... there are now 5g speeds. The Samsung Galaxy is on it's 23rd edition. There are now 14 versions of the Iphone.

Today... the general public is still not informed about chakras. Today... even with broadband internet, smartphones, and 5g... the general public is still not informed about information that would help prevent the leading cause of death in the United States. Today... people are still dying... because they have not been explained... information... that is readily available in a movie... from 1980. Today... the general public... is being killed.

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Life is fake. Life is a stage. You cannot make me believe that information in a movie made in 1980 that would have saved countless lives for 43 years is still not readily available and implemented in 2023. We are here to be trained. Either that, or we are being killed. We are being given shock treatment. We are here to give real reactions to fake actors. We are here to be real, be shocked, and have faith... while being placed in fake and staged scenarios. Life is a game. We are here to activate our core ah zones. We are here to ah more. If we activate our corazon's, we will amor. If we activate our hearts while playing this game, we will love. If we are real enough and have enough faith to use our hearts while playing this fake game... we will not have to act... we will not have heart disease by pretending to be someone we are not... and we will not die. 

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That is all I have for today. I am now going to use my core ah zone to do something that makes myself and the world ah more. I am now going to do something that brings the world more peace, love, and joy. 

Using my core ah zone makes me happy. 

Using my core ah zone makes me ah more. 

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Ha.

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Ahhhhhhhhh.

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Peace.

-kyle

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1/19/23

Question:

Your cancer wasn’t terminal then after all?? Sheesh

Answer:

My cancer would have been terminal... if my patterns in life were terminal.

Changing my thought patterns... changed the results of my actions... and in turn changed the results of my body.

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The first thing I did was kill my ego.

E + GO = Energy to Go

Instead of directing my energy to going to appeasing myself in a destructive way... while simultaneously being destructive to the world in a negative way... I redirected all of my energy to positively appeasing myself... without negatively effecting others... or the world... in a negative way.

Prior to cancer... my self love was selfish.

After cancer... my self love became aligned with the self love of everyone.

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The next thing I did was break down the stagnant emotion inside of me.

Emotion = Energy in Motion

Instead of directing my energy to constantly eating and digesting bad food that my body could not cumulatively digest over a lifetime... I terminated that pattern... and changed my diet... to food that helped me break down, digest, and release stagnant emotion inside of me... that was ultimately my cancer... and that was ultimately literally holding me down. Continuously keeping my food... and the Energy in Motion... or emotion... inside of me fluid... keeps my body fluid... and not stagnant. Instead of being a cancer... and dying because of what emotion was inside of me.... I became a can-sir... because of what emotion is now out of me... and what emotions... or foods... continuously flow through me.

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12/1/22

It is December 1, 2022, at 9:34 am CST. It is 49 degrees, misty, and cloudy... here in the country...or canyon... in literally the most western part of San Antonio, TX. The chores are finished. This morning I have already given myself a shape up... and shaved. I got my hair cut about a month ago. Maybe I will tell the story about that another time. I am currently drinking some Cafe Caribe coffee, listening to rap music, and sitting on the couch with our four dogs. Our 4th puppy... Lucille Louise Kostic... aka "Mamas"... is now a new member of the family. She is a pit-bull boxer mix... just like Bagel. She looks like the female version of Bagel. Eventually I will write the full story on how she came into my life... and into our home.  I will also eventually have pictures of her. I currently do not have a cell phone. The story on that is... not having a cell phone... has actually accidentally improved the health of my hips, legs, and overall root chakra. So when I broke my old one... I never got a new one. Due to the weather being what it is... we have not gone on our morning walk. That is alright. We are all in very good shape, and the air is very fresh in the house.

We inside. 

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Last night the New Jersey Nets beat the Washington Wizards 113-107. While I have ultimately cancelled the NBA... I check in on Kyrie from time to time. While I have for now mentally cancelled Kyrie... my heart wants to make sure he remains physically healthy... so my mind can eventually accept him again... once he eventually uses his heart... to get his mind right... by cancelling the New Jersey Nets... and the ultimately the entire NBA. 

Last night he had 27 points, 5 assists, and 1 rebound. 

Cool.

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Even though I do not have a cell phone... I do have a computer. 

Recently... every time I log on to the computer... I hear the word cancelled. 

Cool.

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In my life... due to my esoteric life experiences... I have been forced to cancel... a lot of things. 

When I was a kid... I once put a butter knife into a toaster. 

After getting shocked... I cancelled that behavior. 

When I was a young man... I used to steal bicycles. 

After eventually feeling bad for doing bad... I cancelled that behavior.

When I was an adult... I used to eat meat. 

After learning that what I was doing was ultimately bad... and not good... I cancelled that behavior. 

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When it comes to the word cancel... we are ultimately stopping... doing something that we once thought was good... that we now know is bad. 

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I once thought it was a good idea to stick a butter knife into a toaster. 

I once thought it was a good idea to steal bicycles. 

I once thought it was a good idea to eat meat. 

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In my life... due to my esoteric life experiences... I have been forced to understand behavior. 

In my life... due to my esoteric life experiences... I have realized that there are only really 6 types of people.

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There are people that open their hearts... to use their minds... to unconsciously... do good. 

There are people that open their hearts... to use their minds... to unconsciously... do bad.

Those people are all unconscious

Those people can do both good and bad.

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There are people that have closed their hearts... and only use their minds... to consciously... do bad

There are people that have closed their hearts... and only use their minds... to consciously... tell other people... to open their hearts... to use their minds... to unconsciously... do bad... that seems like good. 

Those people are all subconscious.

Those people are examples... of how our minds... and the minds of others... can influence our hearts... to do something bad... that our hearts and minds... knows is bad. 

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There are people that have opened their hearts... to use their minds... to consciously... do good. 

There are people that have opened their hearts... to use their minds... to consciously... do bad.

Those people are all conscious.

Those people can do both good and bad. 

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The longer we live as people.... and the more esoteric experiences we have... we all can go from unconscious, subconscious, to conscious.

When we are unconscious... we ultimately know if our actions are good... after we feel the result of our action. 

When we are subconscious... we ultimately do not know if our actions are good... because we have not yet felt the result of our behavior. 

When we are conscious... we ultimately know what the feeling of the result of our behaviors will be... before we act. 

When I was a child... I ultimately figured out that the idea of sticking a butter knife into a toaster was bad... after feeling the result of my action. 

When I became a man... I ultimately figured out that the idea of stealing a bicycle as a young man was bad... after eventually understanding the result of my action. 

When I became an adult... I ultimately figured out that the eating meat will eventually make me sick... after understanding my feelings and the results of my past actions. 

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As we all grow... we all learn. 

We all then cancel behaviors that do not work... and change. 

If we do not cancel behaviors that we know do not work and do not change... we kill ourselves.

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I have personally cancelled Kyrie Irving... because he is consciously doing something with his mind... that his heart... ultimately knows is bad.

Playing basketball is good. 

Being an an NBA employee seemed good... but after having the esoteric experience... Kyrie Irving now knows that the absolute value of that experience... is bad. 

After using his heart to initially stand up for himself... he eventually closed his heart... and used his mind... to continue to play NBA basketball...which we now know... due to knowing the absolute value of his treatment and his past esoteric experiences...  is bad.

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Is all rap music bad?  

No.

Is the rap music industry bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who pay good hearted unconscious people... to rap about things that seem good... but are ultimately bad? 

Yes.

Is all education bad? 

No. 

Is the education system bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who teach good hearted unconscious people... facts that seem true... but are ultimately false? 

Yes.

Is all food bad? 

No.

Is the food industry bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who pay good hearted unconscious people... to accept some food that seems good... but is ultimately bad? 

Yes.

Is all currency bad? 

No.

Is the standard monetary system in this country bad... due to it being controlled by conscious bad people... who pay good hearted unconscious people... to make having money... make the system... look fair? 

Yes. 

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The number one killer of people is heart dis-ease. 

People die of heart disease... because they overuse use their hearts... continuously trying to convince their minds... to continue do what their heart knows is bad. 

Going forward... if we want to live... we are going to have to learn... through our esoteric experiences... and the esoteric experiences of others... that we all have to live from the heart. 

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I have learned that in life... that we are all given grace. 

If we unknowingly do bad during grace periods, we are all given chances to learn. 

I have also learned that in life... we are all given mercy. 

If we knowingly do bad while being given mercy, we are STILL given chances to change. 

I have ultimately learned that in life... that if people do not change after being given continuous opportunities for grace and mercy... god will ultimately take your body. 

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While the number one killer of people is heart dis-ease... the number one feeling for a person while alive... is the stimulation of the heart. 

In the future... less people will die of heart dis-ease... because they will not overuse their hearts... to continuously try to convince their minds... to continue to do what their hearts... knows is bad. 

Going forward... we will know... because of the esoteric experiences of others... that living from the heart... will actually give us more life. 

Everlasting life?

Y... not?

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It is now 12:24 pm CST and 51 degrees... here is San Antonio, TX. Since I have cancelled a lot... because I had the heart... to use my mind... to stop doing lots things that seemed good... that were ultimately bad... I have earned myself... lots of free time. I can now do lots of things that are really, really, good for my heart... the heart of others... and the Earth... or heart... of this thing... we are all living on top of. 

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TTYL. Peace.

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kyle <3

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