4/10/26

Today is Friday, April 10th… at 10:18 am.

Yesterday was a good day. 

Yesterday I exercised… got a haircut… got a manicure… got a pedicure… cleaned… cooked… listened to music… and relaxed.

Yesterday… I also received a package… that included… all 7 of my books.

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I never wanted to write any books.

The reason that I have written 7 books… is because I feel like I have had 7 cumulative experiences in my life… that were very rare… that deserved reflection… that would help others… and that deserved permanent documentation and conceptualization. 

Yesterday was the first time… that I had all 7 of my books together… in my hands… at the same time.

When I opened the package… I sighed… I got happy… I got overjoyed … I got mad… I cried… I took a nap… I woke up… I smiled… I frowned… I smiled again… I took deep breaths…balanced myself… grounded myself… put the books away… put my thoughts about my books away… made myself coffee… and went on with my day. 

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This morning… I went for a walk. 

On my walk… I realized that for now… my work writing… is finished.

On my walk… I also realized… that I am currently going through an experience… that is very rare.

When this cumulative experience is finished… I am very sure that there will be… much more writing to do. 

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It is now 10:47 am. 

The picture at the top of this post… is what I am looking at… right now. 

The TV is off. 

I am going to keep it off… for now.

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Maybe I will go outside to Fountain… or Clyde’s… or Cedar Beach… to shoot some jump shots. 

Maybe I will stay inside and do yoga in the apartment… a 20 pound dumbbell workout… or some aerobics. 

Maybe I will prepare dinner… listen to music… and just relax. 

Maybe I will take a nap.

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One thing I am definitely going to do… is change the laundry from the washer… to the dryer. 

That is all I have for now.

Peace.

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-kyle